Thursday, February 19, 2015 9:07 PM
When I grow up, I'll give my children happiness, especially a loving and understanding parents.
Wednesday, February 18, 2015 1:08 AM
Outgrown
Who should I lean to when I need someone? We are growing adults.. No longer that small little kids in school passing diary, sharing feelings to one of your besties. Some times we just have to let go those who wants to leave but the one who stays are just so few. . .
Monday, January 5, 2015 10:14 PM
Really want to create a new blog!!! but I'm so lazy ._.
Sunday, October 19, 2014 8:46 PM
My list wish probably will be staying in Japan and get a job n enjoy my life there! First thing first, language! Okay.. I think it was just a dream haha!
Saturday, August 9, 2014 12:34 AM
Progressing.. .. ......
Been waiting for a call from the hospital to do my medical check up but I'm now waiting for Monday to go for my third round of interview.. My god.. The pain of waiting really kills me!!! Waiting like these about close to two months can be stressful even though I don't have to use my brain, LOL! I kept on thinking what if I failed.. my dream, my hope.... TWO MORE DAYS TILL MY THIRD ROUND OF INTERVIEW. (I probably feel a bit of embarrassment to see the same officers over and over again.. Hahaha!)
Had Sea Monster with bossman and it was realllllllly huge and filling! The first thing that came in my mind when the plate was served to me "how do they even wash these plates?" Hahahha! I ony recommend this when your are hungry or very hungry! Even their cup of drinks are big!!!
Monday, August 4, 2014 1:03 AM
KEEP THE FAITH GOING!!
Sunday, July 27, 2014 11:48 AM
Day 555
Perks of being the only Chinese in my store during hari raya period! But... Had to be in the store almost everyday this week T.T
Went back to collect my N and O level cert! Woo hoo!!! Didn't expect that they still kept it even though it was 2 to 3 days ago! can't resist myself to walk up and take a look at sectional! Wanted to guide them on conducting but I really had to go somewhere...
so yeah... I went to meet Isaac! A.k.a bossman! More like fat man please.. HAHHAHA!
Watch Hercules w a bunch of uncles in the theater! Lol... We thought it will be packed! But errr, no leh. It was also the day we get to sit in the car and drive somewhere far for such a long time! I can't rmb when was the previous time man... (Because his car send for repair)
And finally a meet up w my MDIS friends!!! Didn't know recollecting memories can be such an awesome thing! Is only when the events have passed then u started missing everything!!! Didn't know such a short time, there are so many funny and stupid things happened! I guessed we will be able to stay as a long term friend! see you my boy friends in 2 years time man! probably we can study together again and take our adv dip or degree!
11:35 AM
ten ten ten teeeennnn
I'm blogging again!! Woo woo! 
so......... I received a letter for my second panel interview!!!!! I was wondering if this interview they called me for is actually a second chance or maybe is just normal to have two interviews??? well.... The first one was quite bad if I hve to compared with my second one. however second one got commissioner!!! Wahhhh can't believe he was just right infront of me!
I can't wait for my medical letter man!!!! Hopefully everything go smoothly! Amen!
Thursday, July 17, 2014 1:27 AM
People who are happy because they can get what they want.
people who are upset because they can't get what they want.
Tuesday, July 15, 2014 11:33 PM
You know what makes me sad? Doing something that you shouldn't be.
and do you know what makes me even sadder when I forgive you the first time?
Doing the same thing again.
12:33 AM
Because you let me with no other choice.
Sunday, July 13, 2014 1:23 AM
About my future career (:
Couples who takes cute photo together are simply cute. (Not kiss la, u know what I mean by cute hor.) 
hi guys!!!
I'm sooooo lazy when it comes to posting a long one so mostly all were short posts. Only the most inner feelings of me will be posted here because twitter is just too exposed.
So far, life's great... I guessed?? How about you?
I did something daring this holiday by applying a position of a Junior Police Officer. The dream that I always want. I can get the shoes, food, clothes I love with money but this.. No. However, I'm so afraid that i may not be selected. Let me tell you about the interview session.
So I've waited for 4hours to get interviewed. I thought I will be the last because of my name but it's actually females then males. I was the only female in the group to get interviewed at the second floor. so I went in, greeted them. I probably had confident because I went interviewed for others full time job until sian-.- and I've did hours of research to get ready for my interview.
It was a panel interview with three interviewers. The main one looks like some actor and I thought of telling him but like lame... Hahaha! I introduced myself, my family and why I'm fit to be in the SPF. They asked me if my family supports me. I told half of the truth. If I want to be truthful to them, I guessed I won't have that bit of chance to get selected. Why? because of our perceptions and when it comes to family dinner, quarrels always happened.
Yea.. So I just said my mother doesn't agreed to let me join because she thinks it's no life, I'll get shot and die.. (Ya right like I'm in Iraq war) and only guys do this job.(she really meant it all.) So the interviewer said I've to go back home and convince my mother. I feel like telling him, "if you know her, you won't even bother telling her u went for this interview. Because what's in her mind, is set."
They also said to me that being in the SPF will have lesser family time. I wanted to tell them I don't mind and I don't get home sick. probably sad because I want to snuggle in my cozy bed.
My thoughts were running quickly. Like
"What should I reply?" "What if I told them what I really feel, they probably will have a bad impression of what I think and I have to explain so much so much about my family background.."
The next reason I guessed will be my age. The policeman who interviewed me talks about my family and I again. I don't know what to reply to them but I know I've to give a immediate reply. So I said, "if I want to so something, I should fulfill my dream right." I didn't know I had that courage to speak what's on my mind and giving an indirectly answer that family don't really matter to me. But on the other hand, I was like "OMG.. What did I just say to them!"
The last reason for me to get disqualified will be my qualifications.. Firstly, I'm not in any govt polytechnics so they only take my next top qualification which is my "O" Levels. I failed my maths... means I only actually passed 4 subjects (not including CLB). *faint*
But you know what?
I don't mind the bitterness of this job. I don't mind getting the worst duty or being in the lowest rank even when I went through the police NSbecause I know one day I will be upgraded. I just want to fulfill something that I always want and be proud of something that I'm proud of doing it. Is not about the salary, is not about the disadvantages of being a policewoman but I want to prove to my family that I can do what I always dream of being.
I told one of my friend about being worried not getting into SPF. Yes, I'm brave enough to at least went a step ahead in fulfilling my dream. I've at least tried something and if I didn't make it, I still feel a sense of accomplishment and I do not regret about it.
But what I want is to be able to be in SPF, not just trying and failed.
Some people tried 4 times and didn't even make it. I feel sad for him/her when I read at the forum. Some got in, but end up rejecting their letter of enlistment. I felt pissed like what are they showing off or why do they do this.
Everything is out there, is just not everybody are able to have it.
If I get enlisted, I guess life is really great and it's just the matter of time when it came. & Jesus really did listen to my prayers all these while and the path that he given me is always there.
If I get enlisted, I will score well and do my best to be courageous in every task I'm assigned to.
If only my closed people know what I want and they don't take it as a joke. If only they gave me the support, my interview session will be a success. I know people who thinks I can't make it but tries to say good words. I know some people who really gave me the full support & I'm glad to have you in that toughest moment part of my life.
The next post I'll be posting will mostly likely be the results I'm getting. tolong, amen.
Sunday, June 15, 2014 2:08 AM
I just want both of us to be happy. That's the simplest wish I want and to be granted.
Sunday, April 20, 2014 1:08 AM
I'm all alone.
Friday, April 18, 2014 1:44 AM
The closest people around you are likely to take things for granted. Isn't it true??
Tuesday, April 15, 2014 11:20 PM
hi！
Saturday, March 15, 2014 1:12 AM
One more day to Japan!
Friday, March 14, 2014 12:48 AM
Two more days.. ....
Wednesday, March 12, 2014 7:32 PM
I'm soooooo eeexxxxxxccciiitteeeddddd!!!!
Tuesday, March 11, 2014 12:13 AM
Friends
March march march.. So far all my meet-ups were successful! glad to have a gathering with my secondary school friends! all memories haven't fade when we were chatting about the old days!
Freaking delicious.. couldn't decide what to eat and we tried Poulet!
Celebrated bao lan and my 19th birthday together at Pepperoni Pizza! It is like 2 years I haven't been there and finally I get to step in Suntec City mall again! after dinner, we all thought of going to Marina Barrage since it was early! impromptu outing is always the best! Walked all the way there took us 50 Mins! No clique outing but a girls outing on a Monday night! It was really windy there and dark! thanks guys for this outing, I really appreciate it (:
Met this Fatty bom bom on the 1st to had an early birthday celebration(:
The left is my photography skills and the right is his! I just really don't understand how guys can smile so awkwardly. haha!
Went to Suntec city and Marina Square on a chilly evening with great buds! Thanks for the gifts(: AMA and Kristin!
No photo taken with my giant friends, Shi hui and Fang Yu. Ya, that was fang yu hand, so gaaaaaayyy~
Went for Thai cuisine this time round again and tried Aloy Thai at Shaw Tower! Spicy yet delicious! totally worth the price (: head to Cine for a pool game and caught a movie together, RE:SOLVED! Till now, I have till lots of questions in my mind about the movie, lol!
That's Cedele best seller Caramel macaroon! So nice but a little sweet ;D
So this time, I went out with Raaj! He is really bad at remembering places.. He wanted to buy totoro stuffs but he can't rmb where so I was interrogating him, asking questions and then I bingo!!! I found the shop he wants! hahaha! before this, we had manhatten! I can't get sick with their food! (:
I'm heading off to JAPAN:TOKYO in 5 days time! I'm really really excited as this will be my first time going to such a far distance country(for me this counted far :P) and I can get to feel the coldness over there! (Because I missed tai wan weather!) Also, I can get to see Rilakkuma stores!! but it will be a hard one, getting to see the store coz my sister couldn't find it when she went there a few months back ):
Had socks spree yesterday! I just found out that I do not have any long socks excluding school socks! haha!
Was really pissed today when I tried my outfits because I couldn't suit my top and bottom well! however, everything is done now la.. left essential itinery for the last day to pack them!
And today, the 10th!! It's Kristin birthday! Sera finally got the time to meet us as she have really tight schedule! Really miss her so much!
And I'm really glad to know my sec4 friends esp Jia wen, Kristin, Kar Wei, sera and AMA!!!
I'm awaiting for the next outing which will be at Sentosa! (: